The Depth of Gratitude: On Love, the Unconscious, and Affliction
Archive II. "the sigh that rebirths a soul"
Living under a kindred stream of consciousness and meta-cognitive intensity as Simone Weil’s insights, while embracing life with a total opposite spiritual approach—finding truth and purification through connection and relational love instead of detachment and void.
"Despite all the pain, we were forced to let go of people over the years, realizing they couldn’t meet us at our depth—only to recognize now that, years ago, we were once let go by someone we couldn’t meet at their depth.
That anonymous, unresolved ‘すきだ’ message—she told me it looked like your writing. That word ‘bright’ in your nickname. That courage from you when you sat next to the kid who then coldly stood up and walked away just because someone called their name. That meeting of eyes when you finished writing down the lecture notes from the blackboard and returned to your seat. That habit of you rolling up your pants by two folds—one I still instinctively keep. That emphasis on inner beauty you always carried even with your mere presence. That last conversation when she said we were made for each other—did she ever tell you, too? That final memory of a subtle, disappointed sigh from you—when you heard that the 15-year-old kid had bought a suit for the graduation photo—has stayed with me and saved me to this day.
All these years, everywhere I looked, I was just trying to find another soul who might resemble your spirit.
本当にありがとうございました。
Thank you, from the bottom of my heart."
— 2025.5.23 & 2016.6.1
"I saw that otherworldly tenderness in your silence, rationality, actions, and beliefs. Though you never shed a single tear in front of us, I always knew you felt more deeply than any of us."
— 2025
"When we spend our entire life to find that one kindred spirit, only to realize we have already met that person at the very beginning of our life."
— 2025
"Will we one day come to accept the fact that a life full of regrets could be even more beautiful than a life full of blessings.”
— 2025
"If you have ever stood up for yourself even once, you may have already lost this breathtaking sight of love."
— 2025
"The heartbreaking thing about pure souls is that they never believe they are pure until the world breaks them down piece by piece. And even then, they still can’t convince themselves of it."
— 2025
"I will always be talking to you, even if we may never meet in this lifetime."
— 2025
"‘Jier! I saw Susu today,’ she said, having caught a glimpse of me standing on the bus and gently poking me on the side of the waist like she used to.
‘For real? I saw her the other day too,’ I replied to Shéshé, with a tone somehow foreign to how we used to speak.
Did we both notice how much Susu had changed? Or were we just pretending everything was still the way it was, for one last time.
But neither of us knew—that moment marked the end of childhood, the days that truly felt real and pure, for the three of us."
— 2025 & 2014
"What is that feeling when you gently nuzzle your forehead against my shoulder, when I carefully press mine against yours? The texture of the cloth, mixed with the unique scent of your body, the tenderness of your bones and flesh—it is a sync of emotions, a reality we have long lost, an entwining of souls. We cannot see anything, covered in the brightest darkness of each other, for the distance is too close. It is home."
— 2025
"Ontological rule and coincidence in human connection: we lose to gain. One cannot have two absolutes of the same absolute. One cannot live a fullest life without embracing the cleanest death. One cannot love the deepest while still clinging to the self."
— 2025
"I have always been quietly waiting for the day when we close our eyes with gentle hearts, for I know that the moment you may have feared all your life is just as beautiful as the moment you first opened your eyes to see this world, to know that one day we would meet, and that one day we would leave this place, holding each other so tenderly, together and always. And know, deeply, that this life has truly been magical."
— 2025
"Doesn’t it make your heart ache in the most beautiful sorrow, knowing that with all the clues and heartbreaks, we finally found each other in a world of 8 billion, instead of a world of 2?"
— 2025
"Will we even be able to whisper a single word when we finally meet each other with all the love we have carried through all these years? Or perhaps the sincere silence and the tear in our eyes, painfully infused by time and space, is the only gift we need from each other."
— 2025
"That day, you surprised a 14-year-old kid by suddenly telling them—‘I like you’—right before class. That kid, who was secretly holding someone else in their heart, looked at you in shock and unknowingly responded with utter silence. Did that silence hurt you? Did that response become unbearable?
ごめん。ごめん。
It became so quiet—you later told them it was a joke.
Did your heart ever let you know, deep in that kid’s eyes, in those few minutes of silence as they looked at you—and in the moment they turned away—they were telling themselves with a not-yet-weathered heart, so unswervingly: ‘I’ll use the rest of my life to protect you from harm.’
That they still carefully cherish a glimpse of your soul at that age, to this day."
— 2025 & 2015
"Doesn’t it take our breath away to realize a love like this is brooding into its eternally beautiful shape somewhere in the world, right at this moment."
— 2025
"I am scared our love may not be fated. I am scared one day I may take you for granted. I am scared I may fail to love you unconditionally. I am scared I may lose the capacity to feel so deeply. I am scared that I cannot live up to who I thought I was with you. I am scared to see you suffer. I am scared we may eventually forget those moments. I am scared that you may leave this world with regrets. I am scared that you may fear the same thing. I am scared we may get lost in the process of searching for each other. I am scared this view of love may one day collapse. I am scared—
But that afternoon, after running, you suddenly stood in front of me, sweat on your face, the seemingly still-organized hair, the soaked school uniform clinging tightly to your body. You asked a question about chemistry—a symbol of love that sustains itself without the need for absolutes. A forever lighthouse. A presence too pure to be lost, and to be stayed with. That ‘now’—we have touched it. That ‘now’ stops every fear, for it is accepted. And now, this heart is strong enough to erase its consciousness and just to love you."
— 2025
"Every time the depth of drowning becomes painful, we are a step closer to becoming the water. Every time the river flows slower, we are discovering ourselves melding with the lake. Every time the lake sits drier, we are reaching to touch the sky. Every time the clouds shrink in shape, we get a chance to transform into the ocean. Every time the ocean roars in its ferocious beauty so that it can eventually rest in its serenity, mourning the occasional distress we have caused along the way, we realize the pain we endured has brought countless living beings to life. We are right there with them, as they are right here with us—humanly connected, earthly bound, cosmically loved."
— 2025
"Will we cry if this is written by someone else instead of our own self? If the answer is yes, we are undeniably writing from our own heart, deeply, achingly, and unreservedly. That is the one of the greatest gifts we could have left for others."
— 2025
"It may take you a long time, and cost you dearly, to discover that your power never lies in winning anything, but in relentlessly blaming yourself even when you have done the only thing you could to preserve love in its purest form. Your power is never in your own hands, nor in the hands of others; it is always in the hands of love. This power is the strongest of all, not because it conquers anything, but because it remains untouchable by anyone except a pure soul."
— 2025
"They have shown you a way to calmness, to stillness, to detachment that always signals the relief of overwhelming emotions.
But you still choose to go back to the pain, to the ache, to the sadness.
This is suffering. This is love.
Not because it fills the void—instead, it births a chance of expanding the void indefinitely—but because it’s truer than the void."
— 2025
"Father prays: ‘I hope everyone you meet is kind. I hope all your love runs deep.’
Have we, eventually, found more beauty in this late prayer than in the realities it failed to protect."
— 2025
"They don’t know if anything they have ever created will be able to touch another heart so deeply, but they know they have poured everything they could have offered in this life. And it cost them everything, just as they always knew it would."
— 2025
"For those who think so deeply that their self disintegrates,
and for those whose minds simplify reality so empirically that their base desire remain visible to outsiders—
the sky, the river, the air stay perceptively, relationally, and ironically identical."
— 2025
"Being considered decent and desirable by a thousand evils never legitimizes the good in one. Yet the truly good ones never have the power within themselves to believe in the concept of evil in others, while still subconsciously holding themselves accountable for all suffering."
— 2025
"We ask ‘why’ in its extremity, to the point ‘why’ fails itself, being a function of false consciousness, inevitably finite."
— 2025
"Mourn for the unconscious mind that believes in its level of consciousness and the illusion of control."
— 2025
"We should always ask ourselves one key question: ‘If I were never afraid of prolonged solitude, being permanently forgotten, and extreme loneliness, would I still love the person as deeply as I do now?’"
— 2025
"Your pure presence is so beautiful, in that memory. ありがとう。"
— 2025
"Expiatory suffering (defined by Simone Weil as ‘the shock in return for the evil we have done’), when caused by misjudgment, unawareness, or the compassion of a pure soul, can ultimately elevate the purity of suffering beyond that of redemptive suffering (defined by Weil as ‘the shadow of the pure good we desire’). Such suffering, without even the realization of redemption, marks the truest heartbreaks of this world."
— 2025
"The highest degree of vulnerability performed under the influence of the highest degree of pureness in mind births a level of existence that is most powerful in its state of integrity upon the denial and non-reaction of the intended audience (True vulnerability + pure mind = an unshakable steadiness)."
— 2025
"Do you remember the moment you shut everyone out of your heart, when you first learned the concept of ‘death’ and ‘separation’ as a kid, when everything felt unreal all of a sudden?
And do you remember how stunningly beautiful life became—when you finally let them back in, after you had accepted that those two experiences are among the greatest gifts of this life?"
— 2025
"The kindness and purity I picked up in your soul all those years ago still teach and guide me to this day."
— 2025
"How much soul could we give to the world until we lost ourselves."
— 2025
"Kaori sits beside Ayane and says, ‘I want you to know… even if this life has forced you to believe no one in this world will love you, I will always love you.’"
— 2025
"Having the version of you from nine years ago in one’s heart is all the company one could ever ask for."
— 2025
"When everything falls quiet, we are forced to face the truth. And those who survive, find love."
— 2025
"We will still break, suffocate, scream, rage, cry, and collapse in silence—over and over again—despite the cosmic law and the universal truth we have painstakingly known, learned, and carried. Pain is inevitable, but the aftermath—the purification of love, connection, and hope that still remain after the crushing experience—matters more than the past life and soul that used to be intact."
— 2025
"One cannot leave a mark with less than a hundred years of limited consciousness in a universe infinitely greater than the comprehensible legacy of the human mind. The mark is already there before every living being is born. The true mark is always present, yet designed to perish. The illusion of a mark—a fundamentally flawed desire born of limited awareness, proven by its recognizable progression from its owner(As we go through life, we experience the evolution of our awareness and come to recognize our lack of awareness in the past)—is a rigid survival mechanism, unnecessary and inevitably finite."
— 2025
"What is considered of utmost importance by a thousand ants is not cherished by a single human being. The recognition of a billion people cannot outrun the test of the universe and its time."
— 2025
"The test of the unchangeable is change."
— 2025
"The depth of the world extends only as far as the one who is looking at it, regardless of the depth of thoughts laid before them. Some mock those who have deeply suffered with arrogance, while some are quietly grateful, tearing up when a single butterfly appears at just the right moment."
— 2025
"No matter how hard we try, we still can’t escape becoming a product of everything that has happened to us—everything we never had any capability of foreseeing, leaving us with only the choice of acceptance."
— 2025
"Our desires and self-centered needs will take a significantly greater toll on us than the conscious effort to give."
— 2025
"Will the safety net we created for ourselves one day be strong enough to breed a disillusionment that destroys us."
— 2025
"A life dedicated to the pursuit and the purification of love, paradoxically and painfully, negates one’s ability to truly experience it."
— 2025
"We write down the beautiful souls we have met along the way—and help others believe that angels do exist."
— 2025
"The more one pursues fairness, the more unfairness the mind perceives in past and future days—an ever-growing addiction that clings to the psyche like any other mental stimulus."
— 2025
"The selective exposure—or social tendency—of a pure mind: When one with a pure heart empathizes with the impure without actively realizing or condemning (which is impossible in the case of a pure mind) the nature of that environment, one is deemed to suffer from the instability. When one is pure and empathizes with the pure, the purity in them is affirmed; thus, mental stabilization is both a reflection and a reward of their own purity, setting the first correlation between suffering and innocence."
— 2025
"If one day you can no longer remember who you are, these truthful words will remind you of the versions of yourself worth remembering."
— 2025
"We experience a higher form of self-erasure not by intentionally and intellectually performing ego-dissolution but by embracing love—like a caring mother would, like a sacrificing father would, like a human being who accepts the design of the universe, admits their flaws and desires, and protects what is most important while holding themselves with no real importance deep in the subconscious. One day, we may just find that human instincts, under certain conditions, can generate more beauty than the illusion of consciousness."
— 2025
"It took one such a long time to realize that the true gift doesn’t come from being recognized by the majority, but from your heart’s ability to be content with just one person—someone infinitely more important than the rest of the world."
— 2025
"Mental distress often arises from irrational, existentially threatening uncertainties made certain by the subconscious."
— 2025
"Higher consciousness is then less about the full negation of certain aspects of life, but the utter embracement of all while still choosing to love with ever-present pain."
— 2025
"Some things are not erased by an apology; some things can only be fixed by using one’s entire lifetime."
— 2025
"We try to find salvation and purification in where there’s a void. We believe the void is the answer of all things. We believe the void is the path to divine. And finally knowing that we have lived our entire life to embrace the void only to fill a void we didn’t know it was always there."
— 2025
"Maybe it’s essential to admit—that the depth of our thoughts is neither granted nor guaranteed to positively correlate with the truth of the universe."
— 2025
"Sit with us, in this forever wonder of love."
— 2025
"The battle of meta-awareness can be one of the cruelest and most destructive in this world—or one of the kindest and most healing in this life."
— 2025
"One tries not to let the complexity of the mind hinder the potential accessibility of love with another. For complexity is meant for one’s own processing of the world, while simplicity allows the other to enter, so that complexity can finally retire, giving its never-claimed throne to the most complex and simple love."
— 2025
"The truthful words that life pushes out of our mouths and souls are among the best gifts we will ever receive while living on this earth."
— 2025
"No amount of logical deduction or academic framework brings more conviction than a well-written, soul-infused story inspired by real life."
— 2025
Why do you keep practicing a life of solitude and spiritual loneliness?
"Because wherever you are, you deserve for me to see you as my whole world."
— 2025
"You remember every single person you met yet wish every single one forgot about your presence. This life then becomes a way of caring, a way of giving, a way of observing with a self-fulfilling soul."
— 2025
"There comes a point when one is no longer interested in claiming anything as one’s own, for what walks with one is never claimed, and what doesn’t belong becomes merely a test of eliminating the need to own for mental comfort."
— 2025
"We tell the degree of good and light in a person not by their half-conscious reactions, but by the depth of their attempted, conscious silence."
— 2025
"We break down our minds into fragments to offer others peace of mind."
— 2025
"The ability to understand and accept what truly matters is one of the rarest gifts humans are given to cherish."
— 2025
"We are transformed most deeply by the suffering whose significance we do not intentionally try to diminish."
— 2025
"If one does not develop their soul, they will always remain a mere puppet to fulfill another’s basic needs. A fundamental human mechanic, a rudimentary law in love: we eventually become only what we give. What is illusion is destined to fail to spiritualize in love, no matter how hard the other person imagines it to be."
— 2025
"The fabricated human environment provides psychological comfort for the conformity and survival aspects of the human mind. Solitude further reveals the true nature of the world and the illusion of reality and perception in which we traps ourselves."
— 2025
"Embracing kindness and sincerity won’t always spark the love in everyone—but one always has the choice to love every living being."
— 2025
"One finds it harder and harder to trust anything one creates with the intention of ownership or psychological comfort—and so learns to transmit truth for the sake of everyone else."
— 2025
"They carry a whole history of lessons, pain, and transformative experiences—yet they acknowledge that those who truly see won't require intentional sharing, and those who don't will never see, even with complete factual and emotional transparency from the narrator."
— 2025
"Gratefulness, one of the most magical and soul-defining emotions we will ever have in this life, is one we cannot bear to lose."
— 2025
"Only in solitude do we learn to witness people in the quietest way, in the gentlest way, in the way the kindest souls in this life deserve to be seen."
— 2025
"All meaningful growth of a human being comes from the battle with one’s own mind."
— 2025
"Where all intellectual reasoning fails to comfort the mind, it is the most genuine love, emerging from the subconscious, that still saves us."
— 2025
"Feelings that come after the emotions are their own reward."
— 2025
"Do you see how beautiful life is when you no longer chase the absolute? When you have learned to surrender to the truth whispered by your stunning emotions? When you finally have the courage to be imperfect and to choose that person over everything? They need you more than they need you dancing with the divine, alone in the sky. Come down, and the smile you see will finally be real, and the imagination you envisioned as the equivalent of your expenditure will finally be tangible, for once."
— 2025
"The moment we are given the capacity to ask questions—is that the moment we are designed to be exiled from the ultimate truth? And is that also the moment we are expected to know, without even needing to ask, that we have always been given everything that truly matters?"
— 2025
"Logic cannot function without illogical or observational assumptions. Thus, we humbly choose humbleness."
— 2025
"One appears to contradict oneself less with thoughts addressing emotions, rather than objective truths that are fundamentally the result of perception."
— 2025
"When intuition becomes self-justifiable, we reach a radical state of detachment. But that’s when the resonance is lost in the stream of unconscious rationality. Hence, love is no longer relational but self-serving."
— 2025
"We think, therefore we are. We can, therefore we are. We feel, therefore we finally are."
— 2025
"We never realize how breathtakingly beautiful imperfections are until we finally learn to love another human being. As imperfections become the foundation of love, meaning is found in caring, truth is found in connection, and purpose is found in each other."
— 2025
"If there's a choice to sit with God for eternity, or to sit with a wounded and imperfect soul on earth for only a decade, one always chooses the latter."
— 2025
"The world won’t see how deeply you have suffered. But when your words have finally saved your own life and the lives of others, people will feel, deep in their bones, that your suffering has always meant something far greater than the cost."
— 2025
"I sense that unmistakable trembling of your hand the moment before you show me your heart’s words, that’s when I decided to embrace and believe everything you have to say with my whole heart."
— 2025
"No ocean nor land could remain as deep and vast when we sit with it long enough. Despite our constant subconscious need to grow and expand from previous depths, it still doesn’t erase their magnificence in relation to us, and that is humbling as always."
— 2025
"We never forget the person who taught us how to love."
— 2025
"The insecurity of mind originates from the fissures that needs love."
— 2025
"That child, who wakes up at 5 a.m. only to stare at the moon, is so still in their actions, so quiet in their mind, so purely a phenomenon of being. Perhaps they sit with the ultimate truth in a way we were never able to comprehend."
— 2025
"The things we sometimes find hardest to accept are often the intuitive thoughts of another thinker—a clash of intuitions, a clash of unconsciousness—yet still a natural balance within divine order."
— 2025
"Emotion is a truth and divine order one can’t overlook."
— 2025
"One has seen too much magic to prove the validity of consciousness."
— 2025
"When we reach one of the purest states of emotion, we unlock one of the highest forms of consciousness."
— 2025
"Has a person suffered so much in this life even their mere presence is emotional."
— 2025
"We write our hearts down so others can hold them as their own treasure.
And we gather the beautiful words of others to hold them as ours."
— 2025
"Sometimes you want others who are concerned about your situation to feel a sense of fairness by not even telling them that you have learned ‘forgiveness brings something eternally good.’"
— 2025
"Weil’s two kind steps to convincement and belief alteration: One feels like their mind is being quietly read. One then instinctively becomes vulnerable and opens to suggestions to the holy ground."
— 2025
"Regardless of how complex or mystic a person may appear to be, their most fundamental motivation for continuing to live this life is often something unexpectedly simple, yet tragically beautiful—something most can relate to, something that makes us utterly human."
— 2025
"One can shut their willingness for self-reflection, yet one can’t shut the life that emerges from unexamined thoughts. For the impact of such debased behavior is already transparent and effective enough to destroy the self-perception and reward-seeking nature of even a less developed mind and ethic system."
— 2025
"To witness truth is to witness how the survival mechanism, when pushed to its limit, emotionally and physically alters the mind."
— 2025
"One great illusion in a man-made, systematic world is the progression designed by such, for going through the regression process in this construct often generates the real progression in the inalterable system of the universe."
— 2025
"Words, despite how clear we made them, are still somewhat vague to the heart."
— 2025
"When we finally find the most sincere smile in our heart, we start to find it increasingly more difficult to put a soulless smile on our face."
— 2025
"In our unconscious state, we experience life in its rawest form. And in our closest state to consciousness, we finally relive the past in its most beautiful shape."
— 2025
"One shall master mindful control of their empathy to maximize the good and love they can bring to the world."
— 2025
"Sometimes we wish life could just let that version of reality last a little bit longer, just a little longer."
— 2025
"You loved the idea of adopting a child when you were little, because at that age, it felt like one of the few ways you knew how to give love without consciously asking for anything in return."
— 2025
"When we reach into the deepest part of our heart, we have already made a decision—a decision that marks the commitment of our work and soul to one person instead of the entire world."
— 2025
"‘I am grateful to think that you may never truly understand evil’ is one of the highest praises we could have given each other, with our souls and theirs already deeply touched by irreversible harm."
— 2025
"The sincerity and the metric of our hearts are the very few depths we can trust in this ever-changing and sometimes ruthless world."
— 2025
"When life is still intact, we learn to dream. When life begins to shatter, we learn to apologize. When life has nothing left, we learn to sacrifice."
— 2025
"When two people possess analogously intense metacognition in the pursuit of ultimate purity, the choice to live as cold or close is sometimes a predetermined, empirically inexplicable intuition in the mind." (Only under the context: Gravity and Grace & The Archive)
— 2025
"That is the irony of the world and of human depth: we can never be clear enough. We can never be deep enough. We can never be certain enough. We can only resonate with each other enough to call it a fleeting home."
— 2025
"One must learn that there is no avoidance of emptiness when the ultimate objective is getting rather than non-attached giving."
— 2025
"The nature of absolutizing ideals tortures and beautifies life."
— 2025
"In the spiritual realm, the silent suffering and the mental frustration from the condition of failing to get what one desires operate on two ends of a string. One elevates, one debases."
— 2025
"Being forever grateful to everything that shapes us, being non-attached to everything that brought light upon us, being ever-evolving in the process of life, for we carry them even in our new self, for their kindness is never lost, for the new offering we can provide to those in need—such is the interconnectedness of life, such is the cycle of good."
— 2025
"One’s role is less about speaking objective truth but more about interpreting already objectified and existing truths in ways that uniquely contribute to the lives of other living beings."
— 2025
"Even one who prefers solitude their entire life will realize, at some point, that non-voluntary solitude will still break them."
— 2025
"Sincerity is more often the powerful result of deep emotions than a decision descended from rational thought or socially pressured morality."
— 2025
"What often shatters a conscious being is not pure physical or emotional pain born of known and expected causes, but consistent disillusionments too severe to ever be foreseen, accepted, or recovered from."
— 2025
"One’s task is to ensure there is always something left to protect when survival instincts have been completely stripped away from them."
— 2025
"In the process of self-erasure and ego-dissolution, we still can’t escape the self-structure essential for the process if it’s ever going to exist or last at all."
— 2025
"Consciousness, the only thing that fulfills us at the deepest level and the only thing that undoes us in the most painful way."
— 2025
"Most of the unease and tension between two conscious beings comes from the mutually known unconscious left unsaid."
— 2025
"We are forced to see the true nature of the world even more deeply once we learn to be genuinely kind. And yet, from then on, we continue to be kind—despite the pain it doubles."
— 2025
"One of the greatest mistakes is believing achievement brings fulfillment, only to awaken years later and realize it was never about what you accomplished, but about the love you felt, the pain you hid, the regrets you carried, the truthful souls you met, and the person you became along the way."
— 2025
"No matter how much we distill and purify our thoughts and presence, we still reveal snippets of subconscious desires and needs we aren’t aware of."
— 2025
"One effective way to peace: to become a quiet observer, to partially abandon the role of a reactor."
— 2025
"The evolution of the soul emerges from the quiet confidence found in living consistently within the lack of confidence."
— 2025
"There was a time when one’s entire worldview was supported by a single idea. Even now, it still seems to be just one. Only, its density has indefinitely expanded."
— 2025
"The depth of a soul is more revealed when they deeply believe there’s a hidden layer within every soul they are lucky enough to encounter."
— 2025
"The depth of one’s empathy will often haunt one more deeply than any unethical actions the world has applied upon them."
— 2025
"Despite striving to be vulnerable and dedicated to a cause greater than life, one must leave enough room in the heart to protect the integrity of a tired mind, and to allow the continual processing of dreadful realities that are consciously known yet remain unknown to the subconscious."
— 2025
"The cost or gift of having a sensitive soul is that you get to see and witness others as well, for better or for worse."
— 2025
"Connection and vulnerability are never passive; they are a switch of the mind—an utterly active and courageous act that reveals what matters most in one’s world."
— 2025
"Perhaps part of an artist’s work is to uncover the things everyone considers important yet can never fully realize or put into words—and to do so in the gentlest, kindest, and most emotional way."
— 2025
"The clearest and most transformative view one now holds about the world is likely the result of one or two people rather than the entire presence of the world."
— 2025
"Maybe it is a wonderful awareness to leave a slight mystery in one’s thoughts the moment they appear, for the savoring and reevaluation that follow truly reveal the magic of the human mind and the never-ending guidance it offers."
— 2025
"One must deeply understand that soul-revealing words should never become a language lecture, especially when someone in desperate need of a survival idea is surrendering their shattered self to the thoughts of others for a glimpse of hope—despite the occasional vagueness and abstraction crafted for emotional weight and resonance."
— 2025
"Isn’t it strange, after all these years, we find solace in the most foreign place, a place we feel constantly alienated and misunderstood, a place that only allows us to feel at home with one other person, and that is more than enough, and that is more than beautiful, and that is why we are here."
— 2025
"When you love, has anyone ever told you that you are a human too—someone who also needs to be loved? If words like that have ever reached your ears, I know the world would cry if they could truly see your soul."
— 2025
"That overwhelming sensitivity gives one every possible chance to abandon ideals, to give in to negativity, to make up never-ending reasons for unworthiness. But one must never forget: it is also the only key to love at its fullest and rarest form—born from the genuine, kindly devoted sacrifice of both parties."
— 2025
"All thoughts, no matter whom they appear to address, are ultimately conversations with the self. And it’s the intentional dissolve of ego that makes it heartbreakingly real and full of love."
— 2025
"Conversing with those who have accomplished much but rarely suffered will give one a fleeting ego, but trading one’s soul with those who have suffered deeply and are still standing will save one’s life in the most transformative way"
— 2025
"I hope you never get used to being hurt or grow to like suffering. But if you do, I hope you know that your well-scarred and purified heart will one day help many people live meaningfully, and their tears will carry a piece of your spirit—one you don’t even claim as your own. And that is a significantly rarer blessing than living a life filled with empty personal comfort."
— 2025
"They believe that one day, these will save a life—just as they once saved theirs."
— 2025
"You wrote someone you love like a god who saved you—that will always be the tale of your own love’s depth."
— 2025
"The constant battles between the conscious and the unconscious, transformed into magic of the heart, unlike those in the physical world, create a field of flowers whose scents are saving countless lost souls."
— 2025
"Emotional depth does not come from pain alone, but from nearly unbearable pain that has been made sacred."
— 2025
"It no longer feels like a coincidence. By the time one finally has something meaningful to say and offer the world, the old audience is long gone. All that’s left is silence and endured truth—a path necessary for self-awakening."
— 2025
"One is always aware of the dreadful state of the world, yet one is only open to profound transformation when the pre-assumed distress is actively pressed upon them to a degree where there is no escape and near elimination."
— 2025
"Did one notice the unease one felt for the mere amount of solitary ego one retained, only for the short-lived stability of the mind."
— 2025
"It’s naturally consequential when one decides to betray their own soul, yet can never betray or erase the human nature of self-reflection, regardless of how little morality or awareness their previous actions were based on."
— 2025
"We don’t gain nearly as much confidence from possessing a world of knowledge as we do from having deeply suffered."
— 2025
"We’ve been tirelessly fighting what’s freely given to us by the universe our entire lives, yet we’ve never been granted the privilege to understand it through itself."
— 2025
"Most minds will still inevitably operate within effort-to-reward cycles that society has subconsciously infused into them."
— 2025
"True comfort then resides in fate and unpredictability, for the mind’s illusion of control always proves itself unattainable."
— 2025
"Repetition and shifting perspectives of thought are not only necessary but vital for the effectiveness, acceptance, and transformation of the soul."
— 2025
"The relativity of all things fundamentally fueled the unpredictability of life and existence (When all things can only be comprehended in relation, we realize that our perceptual limitations are the very trigger of most unpredictability in life)."
— 2025
"The never-erasable urge to want to believe the world as what it used to be is sometimes all the proof you need of a soul worth carefully preserving."
— 2025
"Fairness is not to be pursued, for it is always transformed into something more powerful and transcendent than the idea of fairness itself."
— 2025
"Genuine non-possessiveness aligns naturally with the sensitivity of an empathetic mind."
— 2025
"Life gently progresses as we subconsciously try not to repeat ourselves when repetition is no longer necessary for acceptance."
— 2025
"Do you still remember how to write, when you are not in immense pain?"
— 2025
"Life—and very often someone—will always give us just enough reasons, no matter how small the guidance or hope, to keep moving and believe that the lonely road you're on is worth the pain."
— 2025
"The most painful experiences in one’s life often give birth to the most beautiful memories of the past."
— 2025
"The difference between talking about oneself and sharing one’s soul is staggering, is frightening, and is one of the most profound distinctions in human expression. One occasionally fills the ego; the other has the potential to permanently break oneself."
— 2025
"A pretended well-being and belonging never fix the emptiness at the core or the decay of the soul."
— 2025
Why, at the very beginning of your journey, have you always speaked more about life than love?
"Love is more important than life, and yet it is an inseparable part of life. It’s difficult to talk about love when your entire life only exists because of it, isn’t it?"
— 2025
"How have they never noticed? Is it fitting? Is it fate? Is it the only path to you? Their intuition, guided by previously unrecognized emotions, has always been the fundamental truth behind everything they do."
— 2025
"We wrote stories so our hearts would have a sacred place to rest—with love, with magic, with that one person."
— 2025
"If one is to corrupt and damage their own soul, they would have nothing to hold onto when everything else collapses in life. And the most heartbreaking part about this life is that everything is always going to collapse, eventually."
— 2025
"The moment one finally joins the emotional and spiritual depth of the greats is the moment one no longer cares to compare oneself to others. It becomes a state of being, a state of offering, a state of clarity and truth."
— 2025
"It hurts me to tell you that maybe you were born only to give and feel love—but never to receive it in a way that speaks to your soul."
— 2025
"Empathy lets one know that their legacy is already—and always—everywhere in this world."
— 2025
"Prolonged solitude is often a far more effective tool for dissolving the ego and the illusion of progress than simply being proven wrong."
— 2025
"We have learned to accept things created during different mental states, for that is how others experience the world. That is when one’s creation becomes whole—when imperfections become perfections."
— 2025
"A life-changing story is very often one where grace is presented in a way never seen before."
— 2025
"When the ego is weathered down by life, by thoughts, by love, something breathtaking begins to take shape—a divine realization, a once-in-a-lifetime purity of heart. In that moment, the meaning of life can finally be found."
— 2025
"It’s sadly very often the case that the vibe of a subject outweighs the substance of the subject to a living creature. Yet fortunately, the universe does not operate by the same rule it designed for its creations."
— 2025
"Your capability to sit with your thoughts, morality, life choices, and love in utter silence is all the proof you need of your character."
— 2025
"Have you ever imagined that the joy you felt as a child, just from witnessing other people’s happiness, would one day become the very soul of the life you've built."
— 2025
"We still suffer a cost simply for imagining others as malicious and impure, whether it’s their true nature or not."
— 2025
"It’s going to get harder and harder to find peace in reality as we get older, and that’s okay. That’s when we find new ways to see things, and the world becomes a lot more beautiful because of it."
— 2025
"The most spiritual feeling of love is perhaps the only human experience in this universe that is free from comparison—neither rooted in knowledge nor achievement, simply a purest form of being. It is two quietly looking, wanting nothing more, finally whole, and possessing the utter courage to close their eyes together for eternity."
— 2025
"Unawareness of one’s potential, feelings, and transformation is the essential condition for a journey guided by destiny."
— 2025
"It’s always been a good sign when one, once in a while, questions whether they’re living up to the thoughts formed during different intensified periods of consciousness."
— 2025
"The heartfelt realization that follows prolonged suffering remains one of the most powerful ways to transform life into a matured fairy tale."
— 2025
"After you got hurt so deeply all these years, did you ever forget that the world you are currently living in has more than 8 billion souls."
— 2025
"A brief soul-matched exchange of words outweighs decades of survival-based companionship."
— 2025
"I think you’ll never fully get over why some people don’t understand certain things—why they aren’t willing to care more deeply, to have a greater purpose than their own survival, or to embrace greater integrity in their souls. But that’s also where the beauty in you shines so quietly."
— 2025
"Nothing. Truth is handled by the universe—not by us. It is there whether we share it or not, whether people live it or not. It’s there. We may believe we've uncovered it, but it has always been there, unmoved. It’s always, forever there—until the end of all things.
And yet, somehow, it is there as if it were never there at all."
— 2025
"If many people in this world are deprived of their social instincts, subjected to significant suffering, and stripped of everything that matters to them—regardless of gender—they will all become monsters, succumbing to their most basic animal instincts.
Those who do not are the rare saints for whom life has always been bigger than themselves, than ideas, than reaction. They are the universe, they are the loneliness, and they are the suffering itself.
And they are the ones who would rather end their own life than commit an act of unholiness."
— 2025
"We all pay a price for clinging to what we have with the wrong intention."
— 2025
"How many times you pray that everyone could just sincerely wish the best for others."
— 2025
"What’s sometimes terrifying is that you can almost always find a reason to legitimize a thought, no matter how absurd it might appear—even to a well-suffered mind. Hence, the matured intuition tends to overpower logic in the pursuit of ultimate truth, if it ever exists at all."
— 2025
"Most pain in love comes from a mismatch of consciousness, existential empathy and self-awareness."
— 2025
"With all of these emotions, we have finally learned we are not strong enough, and we were never strong enough, but so aren’t this life."
— 2025
"It’s such a painful and relieving realization, to know that depth only exists in comparison."
— 2025
"We all try to find a place to belong, only to realize loneliness is inevitable wherever we go. So we learned to cultivate a garden wherever we stood—for it is the only way to peace."
— 2025
"Talking to people to fulfill a psychological need is not difficult. What makes it hard is talking to people while feeling compelled to prioritize their emotional well-being above all else throughout the entire conversation."
— 2025
"True wisdom and maturity often lie in concealment—of everything, of sacred knowing—but always for the good, never for oneself, always for others."
— 2025
"I don’t need to know every single thoughts in your head, just show me the most beautiful ones and I will remember you this way."